I feel so shaken, and yet so vigorous?
I don't know...
maybe its the coming events...
the shocking revelations people just discovered recently...
or the fact that every time you try to do something good, you end up being ridiculed for doing the right thing...
that last one still gets me wounded up... personally.
if you know me, you know i'm the kind of person who just sits still and watches the events taking place in front of me...
so the situation at hand...
I found it too hard to bear any longer...
I tried to be hero and just reacted on an impulsed instinct to stop the senseless hurting...
the injustice here...
they did stop...
but transferred their attention to me...
"oh look the hero! the hero whose duty is to protect those who are harmed"
All that, just because I stopped them from performing their "act of friendship" with the person concerned...
it was one of those situations where my selfcontrol is being tested...
it was one of those situations where another person would've just thrown a punch and be done with it...
but me? I just kept silent... bloodlust tempting me to just follow the urge...
o how I both hate and love that urge, I want to just let it lose!
but I don't... which is good... although it is scaring that I should remain a push-over when it comes to those kinds of things...
anyway... my bottom line is...
"why does society have to be so evil?"
ok... now that that's out of my system... man that was a long awkward rant... XD
...
I will share a story now... a part of a love story that hits me right in the face... :D XD :
the girl asked the boy, "why me?"
the boy just stood silent and looked into the distance,
and then the girl asked again, "answer the question, why me?"
and then the boy finally answered, "I don't know, I don't know why."
they both stood silent
until the boy broke the silence and faced the girl, and said,
"I don't know why, but I do know that I was aimless, I was lost, I was desperate to leave.
One day, when everything was too much to bear, I was crying then, I prayed to God,
God help me, help me decide on my path, show me the way, show me the light.
The after a while, I chose to stay against my own better judgement.
Then the day came that I returned to stay, thats when you came along.
That day, God answered my prayer,
I asked God to show me a light to guide me in the darkest nights of my life,
He showed me you."
after that they both stood silent and the boy continued.
"Its been many months since then, and there were times I didn't know what to feel, I honestly wanted to give up and move on. There were times that I was beginning to lose whatever it was that I feel, and then you do something that reminded me of the first time I noticed you. There were times that we were apart for a long time, and yet every day that I don't see you, the more that I think about you."
I'll stop here, its too loooooong! XD
wondering what happens next?
SECRET!!! :P
waw... is it just me or is this post just one of my longest posts ever!!! :D
-kens...
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